This post will not be like the others. Mostly because, I missed Tuesday, the day I was actually 26 weeks and I've just been so busy. You know those "days" that just aren't quite right. Something small happens and then that just makes the whole day seem terrible. Or something big happens, and that REALLY gets the day going? Well, I have just had the worst MONTH. Between hormones, and stress, and family issues, and stress, and being worried, and the car breaking down, and starting my online courses, I have not even had time to just SIT and be quiet and calm with my thoughts. Granted, when I pray, I do feel a calmness, and I can close my eyes and just listen to the nothingness. But then my mind is back at it again. I have one of those brains that like to daydream. A lot. My mind wanders and that can be a GREAT thing to my creative side, but lets be honest, NOT so great to the side that just wants to be stress free. I guess it's the moments when Hadley is kicking up in my ribs, or just kicking, that makes me smile the most. I still have to pinch myself and remind myself that I AM growing a little human in there. I can't wait to meet my daughter. I can't wait to watch her grow. I can't wait to kiss those adorable little toes, and one day have them in my lap as I paint them. I just can't wait to be the best mom I can possibly be to her. I am so nervous, and worried and crazed about being a real live MOM. But I can't wait. I already am just so in love with her. Momma is already just so in love with you baby girl! Only 14 more weeks! Can you believe it?!?! I can't. But it's happening! So fast! And I am so excited. I'm so glad I have the support of God, and my family to help me along this month. Because I have had some good days, and I owe it to my little yet amazing support group! Prayers to and from all!
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